Hush Hush

im actually feeling this blogging thing.. it's somehow fun & it excites me.. (yipee), also im so delighted that i got 2 comments (yay me!) hahaha.. yes, I know... im too shallow.. but hey.. at least I have something to be happy about.. :)

...however i still kinda feel a little bit insecure about my blog coz it's not as good as other blogs.. but then again I realized that it wasn't about them.. it's ALL ABOUT ME.. so I should follow my heart & do what makes me happy. (drama!)

NOW WHAT?! after that dramatic Intro, I'm going to psyche myself & make a list of random facts about Me!!!

• I'm a 24 year old female with NO JOB Experience.. & I'm not proud of it.. most of my college friends & classmates are working their butt of & earning money while I'm here at home all day..It's not that I'm not qualified to work or something, as a matter of fact I have a two college degree.. but then my Lola (grandma) wanted me to study more.. it's great alright, but i also wanted to work & have my own paycheck, and know what it feels like.. do you get what i mean?!


• I have 3 sisters & 4 brothers... It's BIG i know.. but I rarely see them, my Lola sort-of adopted me when I was 16... it's complicated..


• I utterly despise MATH and number related subjects.. what’s not to hate?! It’s so hard, & my brain hurts everytime someone asks me about number stuff..


• I failed my Labor Law subject back in college & my family never found out about it..


• I recently realize that I have acrophobia.. w/c I’m totally sure I don’t have a year ago.. weird.. those cable cars are to blame..


• I used to be really submissive.. I can’t say NO.. however I’m glad it’s over.. being a YES person has a bad side. (seriously!)


• I’m super sensitive & I cry easily w/c is embarrassing (most of the time).. don’t blame me, I just can’t help it.. (*sniff)


• I am more of a listener than a talker.. my friends love me for that.. (not quite sure..).. but then there are those many times that I talked a lot,, esp when I'm in the mood.. (never mind)


• I don’t drink.. those tipple kind.. hate me if u may.. I just don’t.


• I don’t smoke.. by choice.. it’s totally unhealthy.. I’m not judging anyone.. It’s just my opinion (peace!)


• I am OCD about little things.. like how my own mess are still in order.. & I like that about me..


• I’m not good at keeping secret.. except my own.. (of course!)


• I am an absolute book fiend. I love reading on top of anything,, it’s like their my bestfriend ,,i prefer the overly romantic stories, also suspense & science fiction are also a good read for me..


• I am completely obsessed with gossip girl. I love it. I love absolutely everything about it.


• A WALK TO REMEMBER is my favorite movie of all time (yet), it never failed to make me cry… (*sob)


• I'm forever in a diet.. unfortunately there is no considerable result.. (sad..)

well that's all for now.. I felt different after writing all that.. Is it normal? So weird..

(I got the photo from polyvore.. I just love it.)