Friday, February 6, 2009

MY HOODOO..



I'm cursed.


It's actually hard to believe and I don't think I really am, however my friends thinks so. It's so unreal and totally phantasmagoric. Though it may seem strange my friends think that I have the LAST GIRLFRIEND curse. It more sounded like a disease to me that a voodoo thing. But unfortunately it merely means that I'm always the EX-girlfriend before the wife, completely far-fetched, right?!


After actually thinking it through and some researching , I then made a conclusion that I'm really cursed. So here's the story...


My first boyfriend when I was 16 and he was 19 then, got married after 4 months of our break-up because he got someone pregnant. It's very shocking then for me and somehow unexpected. Moving on, my second swain on my freshman days in college married his next sweetheart also because he got her preggy (talk about serious teenage pregnancy problem). My third relationship lasted for about three years (which I thought was my soulmate) married his fiancee last year , I don't know his reason, maybe their really inlove. (lol) After that my fourth flame who was 5 years older than I am and our amorous feelings lasted for 2 years, he "tie the knot" last year also with the girl he cheated and choose over me. (Hell!!) And my 5th and so far last relationship yet, sent me an e-mail that he found "the one" and he's ready to walk down the aisle. (Crap!)


I can't believe it, it's really impossible but it's actually happening, I really am their last EX-gf. OMG. To think their all my serious relationship. What am I the bridge to happiness?!
Seriously?!


I feel bad, maybe I'm not really the marrying type(*sob) or maybe I haven't found the right one yet. I've been kissing the wrong frogs all those times?! WTF..
Photo from scaryforkids.com (tnx)

2 comments:

  1. Nope, not cursed. Just getting set up for a great man that you won't take for granted (due to the crap you've already been through). Trust me on this one.

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  2. the more you have relationships, the more you realize what you do not want. dont rush it. it will come and will be perfect in every sense. after your married, life is such an eye opener about your self and the other one involved. good luck with love.

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